Assalamualaikum w.b.t,
Bismillah, yes this year, I will turn to 20. Like seriously rasa macam how fast time flies :'( So, dah perlu masuk ke stage kematangan so that I delete semua dah post yang nampak ketidakmatangannya. It's time not to talk about love, about life but about how my life will ended soon? Yelah, semakin bertambah umur, semakin dekat pulak diri dengan kematian. Should bear in mind, dah masuk dua peloh ni haruslah berpeloh peloh sebab by 20 years akan graduate. How you want to grad? First class or even second lower class? How your life 4 years from now, good job? Or just a degree without kerja? Like seriously I miss my childhood, dimana aku sangat rasa aku lebih matang dari sekarang dalam membuat satu keputusan.
I miss how I don't even care pasal duit, pasal assignments, pasal path diri yang makin nak menjauh kejap tarik tali ni. I miss those moment yang bila ditegur senang aje terima setiap teguran orang, taklah macam sekarang, walaupun terima hati masih ego. I miss those moment I'm not even care and distract about duniawi. Selalu berangan nak masuk syurga Allah. No one want to enter the hell right? Somehow, I still find my identity diri. I don't want to lose this path again. Let's just be strong on 20 and act, think maturely. Lagi beberapa tahun je tak mustahil nak kena galas tanggungjawab seorang isteri pulak ke mungkin kan? Takkanlah awak tu nak jadi isteri tapi cakap suami pun dibantah? Kalau jadi isteri solehah, semuanya insyaAllah indah. I really hope for it. I want it! Kadang diri jemu dijamu cinta duniawi olahan si setan laknatullah. Let's just give it to Allah and He will decide the best. Cinta lepas kahwin ke kan? Tak mustahillah ;) Let's achieve jannah and redha Allah first then dunya will come over you :')
Hopefully, istiqamah itu tidak mudah dan tidak susah. Susah bila disusahkan, mudah bila dimudahkan. Let's aim to meet ayah in Jannah. InsyaAllah I want to hug him, kiss him and hold in his arm dekat syurga :') I love you, ayah. I love you, ibu. I will try it!
"Semakin cuba ku dekati,
semakin kuat pula Kau mendugai aku"
Bismillahitawakkaltu 'alallah.
Fi hifzillah.
p/s: pray for my final paper sem 1 result ya? For Allah, ummah, ibu dan ayah. Amin
Bismillah, yes this year, I will turn to 20. Like seriously rasa macam how fast time flies :'( So, dah perlu masuk ke stage kematangan so that I delete semua dah post yang nampak ketidakmatangannya. It's time not to talk about love, about life but about how my life will ended soon? Yelah, semakin bertambah umur, semakin dekat pulak diri dengan kematian. Should bear in mind, dah masuk dua peloh ni haruslah berpeloh peloh sebab by 20 years akan graduate. How you want to grad? First class or even second lower class? How your life 4 years from now, good job? Or just a degree without kerja? Like seriously I miss my childhood, dimana aku sangat rasa aku lebih matang dari sekarang dalam membuat satu keputusan.
I miss how I don't even care pasal duit, pasal assignments, pasal path diri yang makin nak menjauh kejap tarik tali ni. I miss those moment yang bila ditegur senang aje terima setiap teguran orang, taklah macam sekarang, walaupun terima hati masih ego. I miss those moment I'm not even care and distract about duniawi. Selalu berangan nak masuk syurga Allah. No one want to enter the hell right? Somehow, I still find my identity diri. I don't want to lose this path again. Let's just be strong on 20 and act, think maturely. Lagi beberapa tahun je tak mustahil nak kena galas tanggungjawab seorang isteri pulak ke mungkin kan? Takkanlah awak tu nak jadi isteri tapi cakap suami pun dibantah? Kalau jadi isteri solehah, semuanya insyaAllah indah. I really hope for it. I want it! Kadang diri jemu dijamu cinta duniawi olahan si setan laknatullah. Let's just give it to Allah and He will decide the best. Cinta lepas kahwin ke kan? Tak mustahillah ;) Let's achieve jannah and redha Allah first then dunya will come over you :')
Hopefully, istiqamah itu tidak mudah dan tidak susah. Susah bila disusahkan, mudah bila dimudahkan. Let's aim to meet ayah in Jannah. InsyaAllah I want to hug him, kiss him and hold in his arm dekat syurga :') I love you, ayah. I love you, ibu. I will try it!
"Semakin cuba ku dekati,
semakin kuat pula Kau mendugai aku"
Bismillahitawakkaltu 'alallah.
Fi hifzillah.
p/s: pray for my final paper sem 1 result ya? For Allah, ummah, ibu dan ayah. Amin